Let me start off by saying I'm sorry and that I love you so much. These days I've been so selfish just thinking about how I'm feeling. Considering that we're both in this relationship, I can tell how much pain you've been trying to hide. I regret not smiling brightly enough for you. I regret not giving you a tighter embrace. I regret not being able to show you how much love I have for you. My mind is a mess and my emotions are all over the place but one thing I know will stay constant; I love you and I'm proud of what you're trying become.